About Us

I just don't think they are aware of the power that they have over my heart.  I just don't think that they can comprehend the love that I have and the strong feeling of protection and love I feel every single time I look at them. 

   Do they?

                                                                           

MzKay Bay was born March 4/07 during a massive snow storm. She has been going strong just like that storm ever since. She is stubborn, head strong, smart, beautiful and full of love for her younger siblings. Even though it sounds like word war 3 most the time. 

Becoming her mom changed my life for the better in more ways then one. I stopped doing drugs, stopped heavy drinking. She was the light at the end of the tunnel and keeps on lighting my way.

Mr Alix was born Dec 1/08. He was by far the fastest labour and he has not slowed down even a bit. He is my hyper child so full of life and wonder. He wonders and questions everything. He needs to know how things work or how they break lol. He loves and protects his sister to the best that he can do. He is so smart and Kind and loves meeting new friends. He is my only boy and I wouldn't have it any other way. Being his mom is like nothing I have experienced. He will always be my baby boy no matter how old he gets.

                                   

Addy Bug was born Aug 11/2012 during a heat wave. She is so full of laughter and sunshine. Loves animals and Minnie Mouse. She is the fire cracker of the family! She has baby blues that can melt a heart.She keeps us all on our toes with the things she says and does. To be sad or grumpy around her is near impossible. She can sense it and will crawl up on ur lap and say "what wrong, u sad, loobvv you mommy"  Loving her is just way to easy. 

These three kids are the world to me and I would never change a single thing about them. They are my heart soul, my everything. The reason to being and becoming a better person. 

.......... 12 years earlier!

While visiting a ex family friend with at the time boyfriend I had no idea I would be meeting the sister of the boy I would fall in love with, and plan the rest of my life with. I became great friends with a girl named Vanessa and even met most her family that summer as well. We got drunk danced in the rain most nights. Even had a weird convo with her mother about the fact that her son was obsessed with me and some day I would marry him and give her grand baby's ... seriously mom how did you know considering you didn't like me much when we actually got together... any ways lol.
The ex and I started hanging out with Vanessa brother a bit more. To find out his name was Alan and well he did in fact have a huge thing for me. At this time being the person that I am had no interest in the world and just laughed him off most the time. He had even found out that ex bf was planning on or had already been cheating on me, probably both knowing him. But im a stubborn ass and didnt budge. The summer came to an end and we went our seperate ways. Vanessa went back to Toronto and Alan followed suit with her. We had no contact what so ever during this time. Roughly a year and a half later I had ran into her on the bus while she was pregnant with Aiden her 2nd oldest. A few months later while waiting down town to get my but to work I ran into her, baby Aiden at the time and Ottis (her hubby). We chatted for a bit, Ottis thought I was younger then 19 and was questioning the fact ... looking out for his brother in law lol. The convo turned into me meeting them back down town after work and heading back to there house to surprise Alan! I am not going to lie that was probably the longest 3 hours of work I could go through lol. I was nervous and excited. Ok ok I might have fibbed I knew the summer I met him that we had a connection but again im not that kinda girl. So I met them back down town and we bus our way to there house. So we get there and they think it would be funny if I waited out side. They went in the house and told Alan there was a surprise outside for him. Alan gets all excited thinking I was a dart board lol... no really he thought that lol or wished.So he gets to the door and i am know in eye sight. I am telling the look on his face I will never forget. I don't think in my entire life I have had anyone look at me like that. He looked like a fat kid in a cake store. I think he stood like that for a few mins with this huge grin on his face... looked at Vanessa and was like "are you kidding me" lol. The next evening between Ottis, Vanessa and myself bugging Alan he finally got up the nerve to ask me out.

I'd like to say that everything ended up happily ever after, but it didn't and that ok. We have had our up's and downs but almost 10 years later .. November 3rd 2004 I began a roller coaster ride of a relationship with a man that drives up bat shit crazy, at time's I would love to strangle, he is kind, warm hearted, loving, an amazing dad and I wouldn't change him for the world.